Drive and Focus.

For me creative drive is some cosmic force that moves in orbicular patterns. I'm well practiced and seasoned enough, that now I can reach out into the universe and tap into that creative energy with out as much struggle.

But some days, no matter how powerful my mental satellite, I can't seem to be able to focus. I use a great deal of nature herb to help me ease down the thousands of ideas burning from one end of my gray matter to the other, but that hasn't helped either.

I can sit on a couch with friends chatting about nonsense and pull hours of sketches to the front of the paper, but recently, sitting in front of my next big painting, I feel exhausted. Drawn and a little quartered.